fortunate

Meet up afew of Leonard's friends for birthday dinner.. one of the couple Ros and ChyeLee, also recently the break their news about a new family member. Ros jus hit her 3mths. Exchanging our recent changes during the dinner. Came another friend Juan and Yaozhong whom his wife share her recipe about getting preggy during the CNY dinner early this year.

Juan didnt have any good news so far, due to personal reason. Instead, Ros and I annouce the good news first. As girls, we chat about anything and came to hear stories about other couples do all sort of method in getting preggy.

Some visit the temple, different temple for hopes. Consulting different doc and method like IVF. Ofcos, like me.. perhaps of the recipe Juan gave me, makes the reason why i am preggy today. It hurts me when i hear stories about IVF, the pain and money the mother need to go through in order to have a new life in her body. Its just painful.

Ofcos, hearing that.. i felt emotional, as i thought it wouldnt be easy for me too since im having blood disorder. I feel fortunate to have the baby growing inside me now. Call me silly for being 'touched' and 'emo' on the first day of scan when i see the heartbeat.